Say Sorry?

No. I will not. I won't lie more, that's what I'm in trouble for.
Why apologize for anything other than the lies?
I'm not ashamed. I'd feel bad if I were framed, but that's not the case.
I'm sure that you'd wish you could erase, every mistake and wrong I've done.
But I come as I am, and if you can't see that, maybe you're the one to shun.
Life in a series of flash backs, played more and more slowly as they progress.
Hapless and half-wittedly written, but again, I digress.
I will not say sorry
I know you are not worried
stop trying to be my mother
I wish I'd had another
sibling to grow up under
instead of the abusive manipulative lie of a human I've been given.
I am not sorry.
You are not worried.
Leave me be.
Why don't you see?
I'm happy how I am
Accept that as the scam
you've tricked me into.