How the universe begins, ends, and repeats.

After first getting the idea from one of my fellow swimmers, I fully developed the theory. Well, here it goes.

They way i see it, theres no other way that time could have BEGUN unless something was placed in a previous standpoint from a future standpoint. Where it always loops no matter what and it always was, a constant loop that can't be stopped despite our most frivolous attempts and in the future, when the world is aware of this predicament, we start the cycle over again whether it be intentional or not and then the big bang and then the universe begins and we repeat. Unaware of it. Hell, I could have had this blog hundreds of thousands of times and never know it. Maybe that's why we have deja vu? Molecules in our brains making connections with other previous accounts of the events without even KNOWING it. It'd be like never getting anywhere in life, because you had already done it infinite times.

Reasons Why Suicide Never Works

1. No one wants to die, but every one wants to go to heaven.
2. There's too much beauty in the world to quit.
3. Who will cut your hair when your gone?
4. It's selfish.
5. There's no way that the cons outway the pros.

Plus, why would you limit your only experience of everything?


And this isn't saying that I've ever even contemplated suicide, I just get pissed when people even say it. It's a dumbass thing to do.

{optics} grows and I get all philisophical

Wow it's been a long time. My ventures in highschool are again not worth posting. But my counter-strike: source clan is doing good.

I rarely play but we have made lots of improvements. We're mostly local based seeing that 6/8 people in our clan are from the dallas area. We had our first clan scrimmage tonight and we won. 15 rounds to 14. But none of you guys care about that! :D


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(^^all below this line are non-cs:s related and highly emo^^)

I like to consider myself generally optimistic and all, but I don't expect much of people and I like to think people don't expect much of me.
I've also been exploring different religions and and just trying to make connections with it all. I mean, I can't really criticize anything without knowing a bit about it right? Otherwise I would just be terribly ignorant and flat-out stupid. All religions STILL point to one thing no matter how you look at it. Be good, go somewhere good. Be bad, be punished. It's all like getting time out (hell) or getting star stickers (heaven). And being strictly bound to only one set of rules, one bible, would be, again, ignorant.
I bet most people who are born into religions only know stuff about that particular religion, and never even bother to question it no matter how nonsensical it may be. I'm saying this from a generally neutral stand-point too. My parents raised me in the most loving of ways while allowing me to make my own life choices and being able to cope with them.


Anyways, I thought I'd spill a bit of me onto the internet's dress today.