Everything:

Wound up politicians.
Drowned out cries from televisions.
Do not ignore my premonitions.
Do not write it off as a condition.
We are one with competition.
Later on we'll change positions.
Further down the road with a decision.
We are ready for the incision.

Get it?

There is now a very real possibility that I may suffer from a mild case of autism.

Latitude, Longitude, the magnitude of your attitude is just enough for my gratitude.

I'LL JUMP. I'LL DO IT. BUT I'LL NEVER FALL.

Kill it . Kill it . Kill it . K

The end of an era.

I know who my friends are.
I know what's worth the while.
Still can't believe I've come this far.
With my heart, panic stricken, still on trial.


The world is a different place.
This much is true.
Now that I've reconstructed my face.
I'll deconstruct you.


I know who my friends are.
And most of them aren't.
I'll keep them as a scar.
To remind me of my part.


Nothing could prove to me more
So just lower you guard, if you know what it is.
I grew up to be a crisis, you grew up a whore.
Because as far as I know, you aren't even Liz.

some pictures from yesterday

 
 
 
 

Too far. A love story,

I got a job. Interview.
I gotta crappy car. Drivin' through
Sketchy side of town. Red light.
Black guy. Sayin buy some crack cocaine, I
say, "No way." Frightening. He gets mad. I'm freakin' out.
I buy crack.
And now I'm comin' back from the interview
this time while I'm drivin' through the sketchy side of town
I start lookin' round. Big mistake. Now I make, eye contact with a pending contract.
She asks me, "Suga where you goin' to?"
I say, "Back home how about you"
The light is red. Then she said, "Suga I know you want this"
I say, "I'm sorry but I gotta girlfriend miss."
She says, "Is that crack you gots in that seat?"
I tell her "yes and it's really cheap. Actually it's free."
I threw the girl 5 dollars worth of crack. Now all I wanna do is get back.
I'm almost out. But without doubt. A hobo jumps in my car.
This has gone to far.
"hey man all i want is food" is what he said.
"DUDE! Get outta my car or your dead."
"Cmon what about these cheetos?"
"YES! Take them. Get out of my car."

Too far.

Vista?

I've recently been using Windows Vista again. And I have a much more powerful computer this time around.

amd athlon 64 x2 processor, nvidia geforce graphics card, 2 gigs of ram, and a spacey 320 gig hard drive.

It's nothing you can run the likes of Crysis on, but it's a decent rig.

I've found that all the things people bitch about vista for, can easily be taken off and altered. Windows Media Player 11 even seems nice and useful. More so than iTunes.

Let me get something straight. I love linux. I've run all sorts of Debian, Fedora, and even Gentoo. I've been around the open source block and then some.

But there's something about Windows that always gives me a reason to dual boot. I dunno, everything about it just seems to be nicely nostalgic and slightly euphoric.

I dunno. Fuck mac fanboys is really all I'm trying to say here.

K-Hole Cover

http://www.supload.com/listen?s=FHMF82YEFFXL

It's about as polished as it's going to get for the time being.

./long night fixing my mistakes

Pidgeon Holed

Speak softly and call me a walking stereotype.
Follow my heart and ensure I don't live up to the hype.
I'm just enjoying the symphony of mistaken names.
I can pull my brain out for you and play forsaken games.
But I'm still just a bigot with lenient values.
Even when I win I know that I can't not lose.
If god is black and I am a man, then what is this, the Ku Klux Klan?
If China attacked, and winter fell upon us, where would the power be thrust?
If I fall into your eyes, and wake up in bed, I can assume you were dead.

But leave me now, I'm still just a bigot lacking intolerance.
But find me now, I can't bleed this one out
But leave me now, the world is just as cruel as last year,
But find me now, the few have become the many I fear.

If I despise and spit out my lies
A fireman will come to take out my eyes.
If I confuse and blatantly refuse,
A taboo pharmaceutical replaced by booze.
Stop and reverse once more to try and rehearse the things I will say
when I get down and pray that my regime won't overlook my ways.

Carry a big stick and call me the walking stereotype.
Coax me into failure and I'll deliver the fruit that is ripe.
I'm just enjoying the symphony once more before my daily epiphany.
I'll never be who I once was, never the same as I can't control the way I change.

Epic conversation maneuver.

[00:52] AFourDigitNumber: i loves youses
[00:52] Lizzy W.: i lvoes youses tooses
[00:52] AFourDigitNumber: Then we are in agreement.
[00:52] AFourDigitNumber: Sign here, here, and inital...here.
[00:53] Lizzy W.: lizzy, lizzy, l.w.
[00:53] Lizzy W.: i did it
[00:53] AFourDigitNumber: LIAR
[00:53] AFourDigitNumber: it's:
[00:53] AFourDigitNumber: lizzy, lizzy, EW
[00:53] AFourDigitNumber: JAJAJAJAJAJ
[00:54] Lizzy W.: awww you make me sound icky
[00:54] Lizzy W.: i dont like you
[00:54] AFourDigitNumber: Haha!
[00:54] AFourDigitNumber: (heroic voice) "
[00:54] AFourDigitNumber: Your screwed!"
[00:54] Lizzy W.: im unsigning the papers
[00:55] AFourDigitNumber: D:
[00:55] AFourDigitNumber: You can't do that.
[00:58] Lizzy W.: but your mean ):
[00:58] AFourDigitNumber: No.
[00:58] Lizzy W.: really?
[00:58] AFourDigitNumber: Yes.
[00:58] Lizzy W.: oh ok
[00:59] AFourDigitNumber: Then we are at an agreement.
[00:59] AFourDigitNumber: Sign here, here, and here.

New Years is comforting.

It's good to know that I'm not the only person on this Earth that can't commit to an idea. Everyone making their resolutions that they solemn stay loyal to. The whole situation gives me a sadistic euphoric feeling.

I'm not making any New Years resolutions. I like the way I act right now and I'm not going to kid myself by pretending that any change in my life would be for the better. No matter what choices I make in life, the ending is the same. We're not playing Bioshock here.